Monday, February 28, 2011

The most valuable woman in the world. Why, I may of met her. #people #relationships #advice #real

Have you ever faced extreme adversity?  Over come so much that you had to stop your life just to restart it?  I have in small ways, nothing to out of the realm of human comprehension, with a house fire back in 2008.  Yet that doesn't describe the woman I've met.  She may have lived two lifetimes already yet she's just barely live a third of her natural live, God willing.  Her & I connect so highly that I can not turn away run.  Trust me, I took that one on too.  As recently as today.



My fear, my utter disdain, for confrontation has always be a factor in how I operate.  In most cases, I'm a push over.  That's not really a good thing in this world because then you can be used as pawn for manipulation.  Been there, done that, & have the tee-shirt.  This isn't about me though because I am seriously trying to invest in someone that physical shortcomings just as much as I do with emotional ones.  My emotional ones are more to improve upon than because her are physical ones. Also uncontrollable, which make me operate on a higher level.  A level, that I've never been to.  A mature level...something I've desperately needed for quite a while.  It puts life more in perspective for me, also directs & focuses, something I feel that lack but she can see right through me to tell me I don't.



Like potential, but potential I already have.  Where I feel I lack it, she sees it, & tells me to go for it like there is no tomorrow.  In her case, she does live by that virtue.  A day at time, like there no tomorrow because of constant pain from the condition she is in.



Yet, there is a really laughable aspect to this because her & I were both about quit looking for people to even attempt to "date".  Seriously, her & I thought that it was going to be about that time where stopped looking for anyone.  Embrace loneliness, it seems to be the current thing to do, right?  Apparently God has a very intriguing sense of humor about bringing people who have quite a bit in common together.  Like, in ways that are not totally explainable...that's one of the reason I call her valuable.



I don't think I can every be a descriptive enough writer to tell the everyone exactly how unique she is.  It's like waking up to a fresh smell of something baking in the oven, like cookies, because the aroma fills house.



She says she doesn't have the time to improve upon me, but honestly I'm learning so much by her that I don't know if she can tell but she is improving upon me.  Inch by inch, piece by piece, & in my pants.  Ok, the in my pants thing is a joke.  I can not be serious all the time because I feel that I lack creativity when thinking seriously.  Yet, once again I heard the line that there are times in life you have to be serious.  I am troubled by that line, not by her saying but the over totality.  May because my brain, she described it well, is over active & doesn't slow up.  I think it's that combined with me really wanting to laugh because how much comedic things I use to enhance my life interests.



Like the TV show Red Eye, it's like going to funeral just to pick up chicks.  People don't understand humor, she does & mine isn't dark.  I guess the darkest humor I relate to comes from movie Batman: The Dark Knight, she doesn't like it because of something previous in her life.  Where Batman has to face his arch villain the Joker played by the late Health Ledger.  A character so demented that I've finally deemed the usage of the phrase "why so serious?" to be right on the verge of insanity.  I used to always kind of use it in jest but it's probably not an appropriate or even respectful thing to do.  Yes, I do believe I made the mistake of being a jerk & immature at the wrong time with that line.  It took her snapping at me because I'd kind of let myself get carried away in a hyper active spurt of energy.  Now, we eventually found resolve but not without a little bit of flexibility yet being firm.  I think with her snapping & explaining is why I've learned a little something about life.  Something I don't think I could've realized if it wasn't for her.  She's smart, I lack but I can & will catch up on what I lack.  By the graces of God I know I am & will.



Also, I'd like to thank someone for helping me along the way in subtle ways with her experiences in life too.  That would be Diana Falzone.  You can visit her blog at http://mywingmandiana.military.com/



Yet, I have two things to note.  I am not a teenager but my mentality at time of such when I get way to charged with energy...



Working on control so that my mind doesn't flash to being a degenerate as...such...







Also, to the most valuable woman in the world...there is nothing that I can say or do.  I could compare you the most precious metals, flowers, or material possessions in the world & none of them would do you any justice.  Thank you for that, thank you so much.  Love.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

just a couple of notes before some rest. I've went from Thursday to Saturday, it's time travel. Also, what it is doesn't have a label. I am fine with that. http://amplify.com/u/brtov

Thursday, February 24, 2011

ok, I love my grandmother but why do I have the feeling of if she moves into the neighborhood, "there goes the neighborhood."? http://amplify.com/u/bromr

Monday, February 21, 2011

Seriously, the whole first chapter? #waste #time #fail #harry #potter

I think, just may be SOME ONE had just a little bit to much time on there hands. Wow...I don't know what else to say because that's a some what mental.


Sunday, February 20, 2011

two things, I finally got to meet Amy Schumer over the weekend. If you ever need a laugh goto one of her shows. YOU WILL HAVE TO REPAIR YOUR FUNNY BONE! http://facebook.com/AmySchumer http://AmySchumer.com Second thing, #Pirates vs. #Ninjas vs. #Zombies vs. #Pandas ... #FTW http://bit.ly/eJrNVG

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

and I quote, "You could get blamed for the word, college, being mispelled because the dirt in the hallway mentally affected the teacher." http://bit.ly/epInIT

Monday, February 14, 2011

two things to note. Spent yesterday after with a very nice woman & if the mild weather continues the winter jacket is hitting the closet. http://bit.ly/gdGuje

Sunday, February 13, 2011

nearly in the fifties today, already liking this taste of spring. Get outside people! http://bit.ly/hinn0N
is learning that sometimes we all rush things in each our lives. Does it make it wrong? No, but it does teach us the virtue of patience. http://bit.ly/gNSeyo

Thursday, February 10, 2011

It was bound to happen, sooner than later. We're living by #mobile #smart #phones #tech

Not at all surprising but you knew this was coming.

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Smart phones outsell PCs for the first time

NEW YORK (AP) — For the first time ever, smart phones such as Apple Inc.'s iPhone are outselling personal computers, according to a report by research group IDC that was released Monday.

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Sunday, February 6, 2011

still don't have this life down but God I know how to find fun, live it up, & enjoy it! http://bit.ly/i8m3vS

Saturday, February 5, 2011

just had the privilege of witnessing a 45 minute #professional #wrestling #classic for the #NWA #Wrestling #Championship in #West #Virginia with #Mountain #State http://bit.ly/g3k6B5
"When the clouds will rage and storms will race in." "Rains will pour down, waves will crash all around." ~Plumb. Yet, all the storms shall pass. http://bit.ly/fEKA8P

Friday, February 4, 2011

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

is social media & the internet bringing back the community that our grandparents knew? Gone are the days of the white picket fence & country store but are we reconnecting what the 50's & 60's were like? http://amplify.com/u/ao8j8 http://bit.ly/fluU6y
wow, it's so windy! I just saw my shadow, six more weeks of winter! http://bit.ly/fGBapQ